Sunday, June 22, 2008
Sometimes I wonder, for example, going out with your girlfriend or something, the day before, we will get so excited, thinking about the things you are going to do, or plan to do, or hope to do, imagine what will happen and stuffs, getting your hopes so high, only to know that the next day it didn't happen. And when you head home you felt so disappointed, and keep regretting, and have this feeling of guilt. You don't know why.
Shit happens.
Sometimes the way you think of stuffs are just not the way things supposed to be. Sometimes things just can't go your way. It just can't. Sometimes things happens really unexpectedly and it'd screw your mood. How about this, going to Wild Wild Wet, only to know at the very last minute that rain's pouring. I don't know why but then you feel the sudden urge to kill somebody.
Shit happens.
Our human mind always like to think about the positive side, but never think of what is the worse that could happen. We obviously would like things to be good, but sometimes, proven in the two above examples, things just can't go our way. In the next example, we only see people as things. Imagine your friend ask you out to go cycling or slack somewhere and everything was set, you both said agreed to meet at 8am, both agreed not to oversleep or what. The next day, feeling so excited, already met him at his block's void deck, keep calling him, sms him, only to know he is still sleeping, and he just can't pick up his phone. Only until 12pm he replied your sms saying "Sorry, I overslept.", but the word sorry ain't gonna help anymore.
Shit happens.
Well people are like this. As how we see our lifes now, now living the life of your own now, you see other people as the things too, only that they can move and think and do stuffs. You cannot control what they do, and you can never know what they think. Even after being friends for such a long time, almost know each other personal secrets and knowing each other personal traits, and then in an unexpected event, seeing them betraying you for money, or fame, or for girls/love, or for power, or lust.
Shit really happens.
Only at rare occasions what you hope will happen, happens. On those occasions is what we are call "This is the happiest day of my LIFE!", or its one of the good days of our lifes.
Shit happens all the time, you can never know when, they might come like now, or later, or some time soon. They are what we are call the obstacles of life, and no matter who you are or what you do, obstacles will still come. And sometimes, some things in life, is something which is not meant for us. No matter how harsh the real world is, sometimes, some stuffs we must learn to let go. No point holding on to something that you will never have. Sometimes, the way we think of things are not the way things truely are.
I really hope you don't think I'm talking shit or writing loads of shits, or think that this post is piece of written shit. If the author of this post doesn't sound right, then just disregard the fact that I'm a small kid and see this post written by someone anonymous. And I really hope you guys don't go on saying "OMG SUPER LONG POST SIA" and say something more.. smart. All my posts are "long" because this is how I write my stuffs, and commenting only on the obvious length of the post is really pointless. Thank you.