Saturday, July 19, 2008
I'm so bored I decided to blog.
hmmm, theres time when you guys do something.. really stupid, then after that you, hm, feel very stupid. after you go home and got stressed out over it. can't get the thought out of your head. keep regretted and thinking how stupid you were. RIGHT?
theres another feeling that is worst then the one above. have you ever felt embarassed, by somebody/something/yourself or you feeling awkward or something, and then you really wanna hide it.. by smiling it off.. a fake, heavy smile that is. after you turn you face away from your friends the smile fades off immediately. gotten that before? YES?
do you think that you're a person that is just like the "anyone else" in the school? do you think that your existence or presence make any difference to a person's or people's life? do you think you're important as a part of the human species? or worse, would other people live life better without you?
and if theres a kind of survey that theres everyone in the world to write down the names of their top 20 friends, would you even be in the top 10 of any? WOULD YOU?
-omg this sounds fucking emo.. what happened to me?-
nevermind, im just really bored.
go listen to nujabes and "get cape. wear cape. fly" (cool name eh?)!!! almost 100x better then mainstream songs, really.
(and i cant believe i actually updated my links (bad attempt though), but i just cant give a flying shit to change my blogskin. should i private my blog?)