Friday, December 12, 2008
ok maybe enough of crapping, i'll guess i will explain the reason of the post before this.
people makes you angry, maybe for a day, after that both of you get back together, happily merrily. that is after he/she apologise to you, blah and blah. many people close one eye, give chances to people. its only when people constantly do stuffs, being late forever, keep repeating same old mistakes, and only to say sorry in hopes for mending things. fuck, i hate words. words doesn't mean anything. i can say i love you, or i rape your mum last night. THEY ARE JUST WORDS, they DONT MEAN ANYTHING. actions are the one that holds meaning. so shut up.
(ok words do mean something when said appropriately ;) )
sorry sorry, im so sorry, it won't happen again, please forgive me, sorry, im seyesly sorry.
i hate words!!! (how contradictory)
anyway, the whole point is, if people were to just say sorry, but do nothing about it, then what the fuck is the point of saying sorry. they are just words. sorry-s doesn't mean anything to me anymore. its like saying couples saying i love you just because they felt obliged to. AHHHHH!
well done is better than well said.
so when you say sorry, make sure you make an effort to change... wait. change?
i can tell you the reason why friends or couples or gays 'forgive' each other is mainly because they do not mind the flaws of the person, and rather keep their shit to themselves. they put up with people's flaws. people subconsciously repeat their mistakes. a person can't change, the real thing that change is others' perspective of you. so shut up.
i've gone through this shit many times. if you hate a person, hate him forever. or else be prepared to go through the same shit yet again. once you change an impression of somebody, its likeliest that you're never change the impression of him again. a bad impression stays longer than a good impression. yet again, its only because people put up with each others' bad traits that they can just tolerate their bullshit over and over again. thats why you quarell with your parents, or couples and friends quarell over one stupid incident (which probably did happened before), and the next day they pretended that nothing ever happened.
amazing how time mend things. time is the ultimate healer. be it a feud between people, or a injury, or something that you can't get over, or something that you have been practicing. with time, eventually things will be solved. but time always runs out.
fucking hell, i was pissed that it is december already, now looking at the date, i'm even pissed that almost half of december flew past already. i hate school.
lets sum up that whole shit.
humans can't change, simple as. full stop. period.
enough said.
and. school sucks.