Friday, March 27, 2009
Today's the 27th of March.
9 months till the end of the year.
7 more months till my birthday,
a little less than that till the dreaded O's,
a little more than that till the end of it, thats how much time left it is for my final year of secondary school life.
I don't see what am I doing with such little time left, considering the fact that time flies extremely fast. Not cherishing, spending time, bothering only with myself. Wasting time, slacking the time left away. Everyday, over and over again.
I'm trying my best, yet I'll get pulled back, because of fear, or pride? Its not worth it, but stupidly stuffs like this gets into my way. What's there to be afraid of? What people say or think is unimportant. It's easy to say, hiding behind a computer screen, but how good am I with actions? Time is running away... away. It'll be too late once its over.
We always think of all the positive things, how we all wish things could go our way, and how we hope 'dreams' will come true. But we know the reality that all such are merely wishful thinking. Too bad we're only too young to start. Following the society? Conforming to society. But what if we really want something? It's where I am now, right? What do I know..
What am I thinking. Do I really want this. Or its just mind tricks, and stupidity. What do I gain from this? Hmmm...
You see, look at me drifting off again, with my hidden meanings.
and.
Mid year's coming in about 6 weeks time, am I studying? Not even started.
I make no sense.
I make dollars.
[citation - french fry]