Tuesday, April 07, 2009
I'm studying. Reading, spending my time productively.
yeah right, who am I kidding.
Anywayyy, back to randomness.
i just realize there's really much more then meets the eye. humans like to make assumptions through stereotypes, no matter how much we try to be open-minded. just think, what will you think of a person (not babies) crawling in the streets? we are conform to society so much, once we see something out of the ordinary, we start dissing them, because who the hell crawls in the street? we like to insult fat people, ugly people, blah and blah, but the only reason we do so that? now everyone in the world is so based on thoughts of society, what is portrayed in the media, etc. beauty no longer lies in the eyes of the beholder - what is beautiful is what society deems beautiful, not an individual. anyone else who goes against that, is blamed for having awful taste. same goes for music. fat people are deemed ugly. i admit myself, if one is fat, my mind would think that he is ugly, but not all. this is the reason why there are people with bulimia, anorexia. stupid people who think that it does not matter if it means having a thigh of the size of a average teenager's forearm as long as they stay within a ridiculously small weight range. i dont know why girls are so obsessed with losing the IMAGINARY spare tires.
narrow minded? are you? i believe i still am. not that i approve of it, but being stucked with this mindset, which i'm trying to get rid off.
i'm one who make assumptions, thinking that everyone would do this, would do that, and i was the one thinking that they are narrow minded. like zahid, i was "all humans are typical humanoids, slack their lifes away and die.' but actually no, there were more people that has goals in life, then we all thought. obviously there are still people, doing nothing with their life, eat sleep slack shit and maybe study, and go on to jc, do the same, graduate, work.. continue with their boring lifes. not living life to the fullest. i thought everyone would diss at our 'foolishness', but no, there were more people that respect, appreciate, and understands. its really more then meets the eye.
there will be times will everyone will be entitled to their own opinions. opinions are always true to one person, not necessarily to everyone else. it is another reason why humans dont really like to take criticisms. just abit, defend like hell, or even worse, say things like "whatever you say","yeah right","crap sia this blog" and take criticisms as an insult. but i think we all should respect each other decision/opinion/etc. no matter how absurd it is, as long as they are very sure that they know what exactly are they doing/thinking.
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still procrastinating.
total opposite of carpe diem.