Sunday, April 19, 2009
so fucking tired right now..
i really wish that i can live without worries, having fun and enjoy life to its fullest, nobody and nothing to stop you from doing what you want and getting what you want. i need a break from this evergrowing hecticness in life. theres so many thing else in life then just study, get good grades, then getting a good job to earn money to supply your family. why? what is life without enjoyment..
is it really true that when you really work hard you get happiness? what is really happiness.. happiness is only temporary. our definition of happiness always extends. expectations increases. soon we will never be happy enough. if society continues walking in this direction, nothing in life can truly be enjoyed.
alot of things in the world requires money, till the point where money can actually 'buy' happiness. to some, the reason why we study so hard before we hit adults in so we could get a good job with good pay. so whatever we do now, is for money. somehow. right? fuck, money is retarded. currency shouldn't exist. with recession around and things ever up in the rise, life turns even stressful and it is so hard to live life when you are poor.
people around you only gives you more burden then usual. come to think of it, the sources of majority of the problems and worries of life comes from external sources. which means lesser, but proper good friends = less stress in life. sometimes, its also about how you react to situations and how big you make it to be. we all get angry over things we don't really have control over, like other people. but what will the people you know make of a person who shops alone, watches a movie alone, travel alone. people never appreciate the isolated life. what do people appreciate anyway...
i wish we can have alot more free time in the world that we can cherish and properly enjoy.. away from the hectic, stressful, chaotic life that most of the world are trapped in today.
dream on.
(i dont think this will even happen in my dreams..)