JUUUUUUSTT only.
kelaper.
holidays. im happy to actually go back to school yo. the fact that i know that my studies are important, last year now, get this shit over and done with WELL, and also to be have a good so shirl circle.
i still remember like last year when i went into this class i was like, fuck it about having friends and all. going out with them not worth it and waste of thaime. rather spend it on training ah, gym ah, cocks like that. so i got really close with my PEEKAY friends, but not with my classmates.
cannot like that yo.
then i looked at the time. it was about march, like 8months like that till end of o's. after that, no more time to talk to friends. then regret, cry to sleep all day LIKE who, nvm. you'll never know what you're missing. anyway im spending so much more time on the computer, might as well use it to go out. just only, at least its a much more meaningful usage of thaime.
i might not be skilled in so shirl lies sing. but thats the whole point now, that i just try to talk more hang out more play soccer more do homework together. i sacrifaced some training time. but its nothing, because if i could be spending so much time on the comp now, i could just get down and do things now. its about prioritising and balance things out. so soon i must lee meat myself from this deadly comp of mine. spend more time on training/with friends/study! AIK!
easy to say or think, but never e c to do. applies to so many things. want to stop comp, wanna study, get downstairs. C-yan. o's levels coming, chinese is OBVIOUS failure so must buck up the remaining subjects. but i'm not doing any revision only watching television (WHATONLY act rapper!)
now im just waiting for saturday to meet up with my PEEKAY friends, long time never really went out with them.
thanks for everything, people. *sobs* so emo. :P
P.S. JUST 而以.
(i'm gonna work for my chinese O's ORAL!!!) (say only)