Monday, July 06, 2009
maybe what nazir said was true.
apathy is a relief on its own.
we place too much bother over small niggling issues in our mind. which our brain overinterpret, making the issue grow even bigger, when it is not even true at all. if we keep getting ourselves affected too easily, our head will forever be heavy. and you'll tumble over. don't care about it, ever at all. its all thanks to the complexity of our brain, that comes up with ridiculous possibilities and logics, but still would strike you deep, because of the fact that you keep thinking about it. the more you let yourself get sunken into it, it becomes a self fulfilling prophecy.
give the thought up,
that your mind drew.
stop assuming things,
that are never true.
it will only haunt you.
what a way to sum up the post in a poem. stupidity generates creativity.
your mind is a constant enemy to battle.
haven't been able to break it up.
money being spent unwisely. i'm not rich, but i'm spending it on unnecessary things. fast food for example. spending it on overly expensive unhealthy meals that gives the fleeting sense of delight, but hardly replenishes energy and only fattens you. of what good does that gives? why succumb to temptation? as it is with this computer. and studies.
heavier sense of guilt each day. but it only motivates me after i do it. whats the point?
school's tomorrow. 3 days break. slacking too much. the days will get better. you just have to focus on the thing on hand, speak up, look up, focus. just only. realise the importance.
7 more days till the main event.
haven't been able to come up with some study time table. o's level grades staring in my face. nah its not impactful enough. glanced but gone the next second. need more post it notes.
i'm trying my luck with the dpa.
and being on tv?
maybe i should stop daydreaming.
my posts are sounding more and more gloomy and bored.
i'll change that, if i stop drifting off my goals.
but as if people would read my blog.
so i should just go ahead and do my priorities and tasks assigned.
oh look, i got tag by some advertiser. too bad i dont blog shop.