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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
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exams? i don't feel any stress, still can play computer, still can blog, still can make video. :D
olevel then say lah hor.

sleepless nights. dreams. thought it wouldn't affect but hell, it sure did. maybe it made me realise how important this is to me. too bad im too ashamed (for whatever reasons why) to face it straight up. i still have this thing in me. everytime when i want to settle stuffs with a person face to face, i would think of the huge array of stuffs that i want to say, and feel like as if so determind to owned or settle shit, but when it comes to the real thing, i will tend to hold back words. or never say anything at all. just leaving myself even more frustrated, regretted etc. and i still can't, i still feel abit restricted when i'm talking and my topics are so damn limited. and my mind will blank out and kinda feel that the words that the words i use is crap.. and then you know, the cycle continues.

this is the reason why i hate people dao. although i might take forever to reply sms, or never reply at all, or not pick up calls at time, i hate the people who do just that. or worse, pretend to hear nothing from you in real life. its not about fearing rejection, but the feeling is like telling you "who fucking cares what you are talking about woolulu".

dwelling is never a way to solve things, doing is.
ok lah, lets drop all doubts and do what you KNOW it is right.

i'm gonna study man, like after prelims haha. finally got a new video to refresh things. listening to plenty of awesome songs. after this prelims i shall relax all i want for awhile, before facing the results and figure out what topics i need to work on. need to get into contact with all my pk friends, and then, go full swing on studies. no mood nowadays to do anything, sleeping and playing computer only. facebook is randomly addictive. so is youtube.

ok im gonna tell myself less emo posts. less worries. more confidence, more happiness.


disclaimer

readers
are entering
the realm of
randomness and
retardedness.


yours truly

cp-kia.
he is a kid.
who jumps around.
need i say more?

justsaying


i know, no need tell me.
i like it dull and plain.
and eh, this is my blog,
so i reserve the rights
to rant about whatever
i want, thank you.

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