Tuesday, September 22, 2009
2 weeks left...
it did striked me deep, deep in, upon the thought of all your friends, albeit maybe just built over 2 years +/- and some over 4 years, might just be gone forever. its saddening to note after putting much effort to strengthen the bonds between the two, one day we will let it go.
no longer do we see the familiar faces, that draws the smile on your face each day you enter your classroom. sure we don't talk much, we are schoolmates, but we've been through the same shit given by the teachers day after day, after days.
maybe a relief to those who could finally not see the faces of the ones you dislike.
that's life... i guess. friends come and go. it takes effort to maintain the relationship, and after not meeting up for days, weeks, months... suddenly you feel estranged. hais.
this shows how much stronger traceurs shares a bond together. regardless age, regardless the long time of not meeting, we still are able to converse so much topics under the sky, staying up till late at night, carrying out mischief, as if we know each other so much.
fair enough, 2 weeks now, far too little time to develop things, but its definitely enough time for you to treasure and hold the ones dear near to you. hope that the bonds we've fostered over these years stays intact.
and really, as humans we learn to accept everyone of their flaws. i'll be quick to admit, i might have had frustrated many, but don't have a chance to spot out and correct my wrongdoings. hopefully this ain't too big a 'sin' i've committed. maybe this would sound contradictory, but its pointless to hate.
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i'm still pondering, if i have any one close enough to consider a 'best friend'.