Friday, October 30, 2009
first major half of o's gone.
the difficult half now approaches...
thursday... finally... seems like in reaching distance. we're students suffering from enjoyment-starvation being tied down by the ropes of education. but time ticks and each ticks loosen the knots, until the very last paper, 11 november...
ok, despite being at a really disadvantaged position, and at a rather wrong timing... i'm still contemplating, should i fight on with all odds against me. so long since i've asked myself this, but the answer have never reached an definite, thanks to the waxes and wanes of my optimism, sometimes feeded by false hopes, sometimes weaken by a bad day.
once 5/11 comes, one large barrier is gone, however, there are a bigger one ahead.
no point only gossiping people. gossip about others, wanting to hear gossips from others... but ironically not wanting to admit the (obvious) truth. seriously, if you are one who always poke your noses into people's secret, why so scared to simply admit truth, instead of trying to use it as a taunt. retardedcore.
butting in isn't something nice to do...
lol, seriously now that i see it... i realise how much some people could change... how much the littlest of things could mean to you. the slightest of tweaks in your mindset could mean all the difference in the world. that's how brainwashing works, and how misinterpretation occurs.
we are living in inches. millimetres. nanoseconds.
and we say how could something so simple or minute bear so much effect in the stuffs we do...
i really wish for that chance, just once, maybe it could just work out...