Thursday, November 26, 2009
have you figured - nothing lasts forever?
probably yes, but still unsure somehow, somewhat.
many a times i tell myself i can finally fly. yes, o's are over, time for a good break finally. sure, everyone feels happy once holidays approaches and exams ends. psle was a minor hurdle, o's a bigger one. however, the satisfaction as with every other ones, was short-lived. actually, it quite a long-term satisfaction, but to end it, the feeling sucks, alot. holidays are only for you to take a short respite, a breather, before you get yourself back into the mundane bullshits that you have no choice but to face.
next up, poly. i can already sense boredom and stress coming out from countless presentation, project work, camps. hopefully there is fun. i just hope. but what fun really is, is absolute freedom. when there is school stuffs blocking your path, there is restriction. grab your liberty now while stocks last.
and then you have ns. what satisfaction you would get after ord. then you still got uni or further studies. once you graduate, yes! then you go to work. your task in life is to earn money, to get ahead. don't you think so? hopefully i get good pay doing a job i love, living a life that i would enjoy fully.
what's more when you finally buy something, in time it will wear out, spoil, and shit. some newer version come out, rendering your item outdated. and then you need to buy again. spending money again, this time more, as you know, everything is getting more and more expensive. forever man.
life a such a routine. everyone is living it the same way. humans conform to such a society. covering up with excuses such as "that's life, suck it up". however true it is, there must be a way through.
i know definitely there might be this that don't adhere to the following, but as far as exception goes, nothing lasts forever. thus treasure them when you still have it.