3am...
incompleteness in life.. the jigsaw puzzle still have not been solved, missing pieces in all areas of life. when would it be put together. seriously, there's something that's missing, joyful days are limited. happiness and positivity are always short-term. i haven't felt lasting satisfaction for a long time running. yeah, we can go out and play all day, so happy, but the next day, hmm... i'm back where i left off. boredom, incompleteness, monotony. 3 words that describe the life that i live.

i'm trying to fend off such negativity in my emotions, but everytime i try, i tend to procrastinate and not do what i truly want to do. seeking the purpose of life proved to be difficult. the compass is not working... where the hell is it pointing to... senseless, directionless, purposeless. humans are constantly on the run to find their happiness. they have to move in order to achieve happiness. i'm playing along. these feelings lingers - don't know what i truly want, don't know how long more this could last. hopefully this happens today, and it'll be forgotten tomorrow.

need to ignite the fun in within.

i'm so not looking forward to school.
class chalet 3d2n would be the final time of my life, before i enter a new social world.

cp-kia.
he is a kid.
who jumps around.
need i say more?

i know, no need tell me.
i like it dull and plain.
and eh, this is my blog,
so i reserve the rights
to rant about whatever
i want, thank you.

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