Monday, December 21, 2009
quite irritating.. tmr's my last day of my self-created 'routine', which means i'm maxing out, but news from my friend said boxfit was closed till 4 jan, which is a bitch to hear. i'm not heading to the lame swimming complex gym where you can't squat in peace, neither can you do weighted pullups. not user-friendly, at all (in all senses of that word). bo bian, have to go to eunos cc tmr to get my new PRs. c'mon cp, no kick, 100kg nia.
editing is fun but seriously i procrastinate alot, maybe because everything's so disorganised in my sony vegas and my computer is fucking laggy so i can't fully concentrate. you know one thing i don't really like about filming is that when you are being filmed, you can't possibly be the one filming it, so things can't ultimately turn out the way you wanted it to be. ok, maybe i suck at creativity in camera angles/movements, but at least its my way of experimentation or self-expression, and its so hard to explain the actual technique to the person you want to. oh and i'm not been using tripods alot, always using fish-eye lens with random camera movements. something's wrong with the mic, some weird sounds and its getting softer and less sharper in catching things. not good, not good. but today i collected possibly epic time lapse shots, and i do have ideas for timelapses to come. need to make sick films, must make sick films.
oh wait none of you guys understand what i'm saying, so let's get into the 'real' stuffs.
played mahjong on friday, still lack lots of experience, although i won... but nothing to be proud of. quite fun but seriously time consuming. i understand pretty much of the rules already but i still suck at winning. luckless? nah, noobness.
went to the e3 fair at suntec later that night to see about mac. fucking hell expensive shit sia, i really don't like the thought of compulsory macbooks in poly life. i mean, why limit yourself to that program, everyone uses pc, why be so extra to get a mac-only application for us students. yah lah complain complain, but seriously, mac is so ma huan, and expensive.
13th january, the start of school. how dreadful. i so hope i see a lovely bunch of classmates next year, but worry not i'm not bearing to part with the lovely people i've met this year. hopefully there'll be many enthu and friendly people there who i can click with. lets hope and see.. hope and see.. 8 weeks of school, then 5 weeks of break, thats when i start working, and film for my cp: in motion 2. woots. need to find a good part time job. i must be able to juggle school, training, gym, job, and fun in a week. so less computer time, less prancing around and less wasting of precious time.
i eat alot recently, not just extensively but unhealthily and expensively, rather unnecessarily, stupidly. don't call me a person who is obsessively concern about his weight (well i don't look in the mirror with nearly bones and say i'm fat, unlike others......), but i don't want to waste money just to satisfy my sugar rush/short-term hunger/craving. of course the unneeded unhealthiness, could be ridden off. lower the calories! but seriously, the pasar malam food is awesome shit.
quite amazing when someone that means something to you says something subliminal in their pm you seriously want to know what it truly means, although you don't really need to, but you just want to know. and you will think of all the possibility of the true meaning behind it, however all are just made-up, and none of them are actual... gosh i hate false hopes. brings your expectation so high up, gets your moods pumping, adrenaline rushing, face flushing with happiness, until you know... all things drop to rock bottom. fucking irritating feeling.
nothing that interesting to be written today... so you are reading things you don't need to know... long pointless posts. lol. but, i just think that liverpool suck balls, utter disappointment. but so does man utd. but wtf, chelsea drew with west ham today! fuck, seriously hate man utd lah.
tmr's the finale of survivor! im guessing mick to win survivor: samoa.