Friday, December 04, 2009
stuffs to do in the holidays.
improve in cycling...
i want to get no hander for 10 seconds. thats an minor achievement.
work on efficient travelling. i got problems with acceleration and i get tired real easily... retarded, timed myself from house to school i took like 10 minutes. walking takes me like 15 minutes. thats not even half that timing, i really need to speed up.
sharp turns easily. still can't go up fucking handicap ramps.
simple front jacks to get over lame ledges.
lesson learnt about cycling -
dont cut through hdb, pathways are built for a reason.. don't khey kiang in knowing 'shortcuts', the longer path is usually faster then your 'shorter path'.
slow fucking down in sharp turns. relax.
ring the bell early when approaching people, and slow down.
take care of your bike. new bike + clumsy = old bike.
and dont speed through traffic lights.
you know what, i dont like ngee ann poly now. yeah not regretting anything because what's done is done. npp just go, no choice, suck it up. just hope for the better. just got a call and they said i need to give a passport photo, i forgotten to include it in the letter. how stupid, and guess what, i need to go to the school and give them. and right then i feel so sian-ed, i need to go alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way there to give them a bloody photo. my mood jitao dropped to the drain. irritating, seriously, one of my greatest dislikes - travelling so far. that's one agony already, but what's worse is, FOR NOTHING. spend alot of money on travel fares too. maybe really the school isn't the ideal destination for me. i need to take train and bus. die sia, no longer can i rely on bus concession.
well they say the key for patience is to do something meanwhile. pops into my head, what can i possibly do to keep myself productive and not bored in the long travels? laptop of course... o2jam... fucking psp. music seriously ain't helping. earpiece spoilt, now i gotta get another one after no more then 3 months. wowow. call me tight-fisted, but without jobs (many thanks to school starting on 13th jan), how am i expected to earn 5k, fifty bloody thousand to hit my much-desired holiday in london? please, damn it. and its not really helping spending cash on fast food restaurant nowadays. additional trans-fat and rather high costs surely ain't speeding up the process of saving up. oh and the former, fuck it, i can't seem to stick to proper nutritional goals, thus my weight keep increasing by the decimal. no more 2x bw squats.
on the dark side of the darkest side, i still have bursary ($500) and probably another 300 bucks for 4 A's (i really hope so) for my O's. and some jobs from a.m.a and chinese new year coming soon. my savings now stands at about 400 bucks. hopefully i can at least hit 1.5k early next year. sad to say sunday's job cancelled. damn false hopes.
finally something that had lived up to expectation - class chalet. hope it to be fun, got it to be fun. part 2's coming up and i bet its gonna get better. love the camaraderie with friends whom we all know are not gonna be in contact for the years ahead. part of life, but cherish while you still can. too bad i'm no as courageous as you think i'd be at times. but fuck it who cares, stop dwelling, open up. night cycling was fun, mahjong too (but i fucking suck at it i swear), lame gamblings (so fun to be the banker), chats and jokes all round, lit up my mood during this holiday for a bit of a change. can't believe time is running out so fast, december already, gonna be january soon-est. oh well... sighs wouldn't change this fact, so make full use of time now.
made a new video today, find it kinda boring, but just a hopeful attempt to bring out laughter in us. can i reach my targeted number of views is another question. however i sure do need to get more clips and with smarter camerawork and angles.. try something different, maybe i need some editing inspiration, its draining away now. salvaging it is key. and training... remember awareness is imperative, know your limits well and respect your body. most importantly have fun... yes.
what else....... oh yeah, survivor is fucking AWESOME! 18 minutes till fifa world cup draw, assciting or what? the answer is what.
alright let me focus more on being joyful, there's so little time in life to keep dwelling on sad or boring lame shits, pointless and stupid.