Wednesday, December 09, 2009
fucking hectic week.
first ktv outing, then to agnes' birthday celebration, fucking owned in bowling, and then lame rehearsals at payalebar for starhub green. tmr going ice skating. weekend working for another performance for sony. for the win. money all gone down the drain. but the prize is $0.15k, and fun-filled days, muscle aches.
ktv was fucking fun, only thing was abit packed, before that need to go np, fucking far away, *complains like a bitch*, ok i'm settling for the free shuttle next year. needa get a laptop but some says i need a macbook?! FUCK YOU NP! first dpa, then its travelling time, now macbook. ya ya, everything comes with a price, dont whine, just drink it. but i think np's canteen is cool, and many many chiobus. right anot kingkong. *sakinah's voice*
yeah ktv sang, yeah yeah maybe people's ears bled, but i enjoyed myself, and i sang chinese songs, woohoo, i'm not a professional singer anyway. that's the whole point of going ktv. lame. of course i hope im not that bad lah. and kelvin i know my chinese sucks, no need for you to tell me.
performance's tmr, rehearse 4 times, retarded. transport fees. OUCH. money all fly. that's what happened on tues. play bowling = heart pain. i know 104 is no biggie but thats my first time i ever scored 100+. still i haven't got a strike. hell i didn't know bowling could be this fun. pool's funner, won daniel, although i know he action not zai only. because i suck at it. but fun. cake's no problem lah OBVIOUS. actually heart not pain at all, because had fun all the way, its only when i reached home and look at how light and thin my wallet is, then. then... haisssssss.
hopefully agnes liked her cake. no no, its my cake for her. AIK
still got jon's and szekeat's birthday presents to buy. no money. lazy. too bad. just kidding.
today gymed, then rehearse AGAIN! can't wait to end it with a bang tmr. wow. cool. then iceskate. wonder if it is fun? 20 bucks fly away again. hais. never mind, i hope. and 2 weeks till i hit the squat rack. this time 40kg on both sides. cp's achievement of the year.. not really.. but somewhat real. wonder what am i gonna do on friday. zhiyang want go tampines?
woots i think i can only blog at night. 8pm onwards. best timing ever. all thoughts accumulated and poured out in text form. fucking hate the depressive emotional outlook my blog may display, it seems like i'm another guy who failed at life, moaning about the 'heavy burdens' of everyday, how bloody retarded. however, maybe no one reads, NO, maybe no one cares. but i think its much less emo now. lololol
finally i did it. lol. expected reaction but hey at least i did it.
lol everybody kinda don't look forward, thinking about possible consequences. we just take things as it is, and let future forms by itself. always. stupidity rhymes with my name, well, at least sometimes. im king of making things awkward.
what a bitch, i kinda hate cycling now, because it kinda tires me easily now, and hate it when i need to lock it, + i think the bikes abit sot already. fuck. and i take soooooo long to reach my destinations.
i figured, some things you shouldn't do.
don't try to get close with someone through msn. talk in real life first, then msn, and balance it out.
don't over-analyse, it is easy to run into conclusions which are not true. also, making it an self-fulfilling prophecy - the more you think, the more it becomes.
don't act on impulse. due thoughts, due thoughts...
don't mock at people. bastarding people is ok.. as long as you know how to make it sound like a joke and you don't over do it.
don't anyhow blurt or do things. just be aware 24/7. one of the main cause of 'a moment of folly'. (more like 'momentS of folly')
life is a game, but the rules are unwritten. its for life to know, and for you to (hopefully) find out. each time you wake up, missions are awaiting for you. namely, responsibility. however there are endless levels. no ultimate winner. the opponent is you. you vs yourself. one twist though, each time you lose, you GAIN experience points. i.e learning from your mistakes. the longer you play, the better you get. hence, wise old man, after being through half a century of shits. fucking hell, i should write a whole list of comparison.
so where are you running too?
cue dramatic trailer voice : you play the game, don't let the game play you.
YES LONG, PICTURE-LESS, COLOURLESS POSTS FOR THE WIN.