Monday, January 11, 2010
11 hours. 11 hours till receiving the certificate we toiled so much for.
Sure it wouldn't matter much to me, as I'm set to study 2 days later in Ngee Ann Poly. Hopefully this certificate is worthy in the future. Some people say I do not need to worry about anything, however remembering the little careless mistakes and the gossips of high moderation, it is doubtful that my four As target get bullseyed.
I wandered downstairs to have abit of a sit-by-yourself and reflect over the past few days. Nothing much, boring shit as usual, haven't been sticking to the goal I said in the previous note. Still wasting alot of time, not being able to stick to planned thoughts. I lack determination. I'm back to where I was before the exams - self-control fail. It's quite a surprise for a person to keep repeating the same mistakes, how ironic when the famous saying "Learn from your mistake and make sure you don't repeat it" is recalled. It takes a constant alarm to remind me of not being stupid again. I can go on and on, but to not make stick to the old recurring trend in my posts (of rattling on and on about the stupid things that I do posts after posts), I shall stop it here.
Anyway I spent 17.50+2+4.50+10+1.30+1.20+0.85+9+0.80 = $47.15 in the 3 days of chalet. Owned sia. This included Bowling, Movie, KFC, Carl's Jr, gym and more food.. I think I'm gonna starve for the next couple of days, saving up pocket money to compensate for this mindless spending. I did not forget about the previous days of shopping and I'm thinking that I'm really drifting away from the 3k goal. Fuck. Class chalet, sad to say, wasn't so worthy of all the looking forward to.
Hai Pai Tian Xin is a good, wait, rather the best Chinese drama series. First I must say I don't watch much Chinese dramas. Haha. But it's just good, the effects the characters the plot, well organised and portrayed, and Rainie rocks. Nobody thinks I'm watching such shit but I need to expose myself to different genres, never know if there's some awesome things. Managed to eat my time for three days but still not enough to keep me fully un-bored. Tmr's episode 11, should be awesome... should be...
One of my Facebook statuses stated about me focusing too much on the negative sides of people and not caring to see the underside of the coin. Only looking on the one-side of a person only shows how much of an unopened mind I possess and I shall remind myself of the good things one has done and put up with a person flaws. Because no one's perfect. Same goes for me. So why bother so much? People's unique personality can be a displeasure at times, sure, but just put up with it because you could a be displeasure as well.
I remember myself saying that we should learn something new everyday. To realise and experience and understand something new everyday. But I find myself drifting away from that, not trying to expose myself to wide variety and stick to the same old boring shit. Sometimes I feel that I learn things pointlessly. I want to be wiser. The ability to apply knowledge is even more important then knowledge itself. But first, I must work on my laziness and stop (for the billionth's time) repeating mistakes. *hint* FOCUS *hint*.
At the end of 2010, I must be able to boast about having that 3k London air tickets + week's expenses and more, hitting the 1k subscribers milestone and hopefully lose the virginity of my lips. Yeah yeah...
Good luck to everyone for their results tomorrow! REALLY good luck. I pray for yours as much as mine.
P.S above goals are not exhaustive, lotsa other goals... lot's of them.
P.SS got to get some sleep before I oversleep tmr.
P.SSS I hate glum-looking posts, I should really lighten up!