Sunday, January 03, 2010
Lazy is THE word.
I hate the feeling when you feel one day's gone purposelessly. Like fuck, wastage of 24 hours, doing nothing but being useless. How stupid is that?
But I'm forced to. I can't go out training now, because I'm nursing a bruised knee thanks to a textbook CP bail, adding to the 'momentS of folly' list. Started the year with injury goes to show how much 'effort' I put into a new year's resolution - being focused 24/7.
I'm trying to take today as a rest day, a break, but I just can't, knowing that I only have 10 more days till school starts. And a 3d2n class chalet (yes! fucking can't wait). Not much time to train anymore. Bitch. With such little time left, it leaves me to wonder why am I not making the most out of it? Wtf am I doing now, writing notes?
And I was supposed to go to Kaki Bukit CC to collect my scholarship, but the thought of listening to the MP going on continuously about Singapore's education and crap, bored me to death. So I slept, gave an excuse of not wanting to wear the school uniform to escape from getting my 500 bucks today.
Fuck it. I'm just lazy.
Technically I got my first $1k, 2k short of my 3k goal before the midpoint of 2010. I'm hoping I'm getting another 300 bucks for getting 4 aces in O's, and $200 ang pao money, and probably 100 bucks this end of January, thanks to A.M.A. 1.4k left. How do I get it? I'm probably need to juggle 3 things at once. Studies, Training, and Working. It's not easy, obviously, but if I got so much time to hog Viwawa and play Fifa 10, AND staying up so late just to aimlessly scroll up and down in Facebook, I seriously should put aside those time on earning money.
I need to get rid of my laziness so to speak.
That's a new NYR.
Desperately looking for interesting and purposeful activities to replace my purposeless-wasting-of-time-away 'activities', that can lead to no progression and ANY areas. Something to spice up my life. Currently its just TOO boring, monotonous and BORING. First thing that comes to my head is movies. So I'm torrenting movies now, sometimes hoping somehow that it can somewhat interest me in someway.
Ah shit, talk about laziness, CP is lazy to make Ashton's Birthday video.
Well for a start, I should make up for my waste of time today, and work towards my new NYR. So I shall start editing it now.
Guess after stupid quizzes, posting random links, spamming tags on photos, joining groups, Facebook's latest trend would be writing notes.