Tuesday, January 26, 2010
woots mc for today, saving 12hours of school is some awesome shit, so i should seriously make full use of it. fucking hell i mentioned how easily people fall sick like 3 days ago, and now i fell prey to that statement, yeah yeah owned/fail i know. i'm feeling fine now actually. i wonder what's with the weird spots appearing on my skin now, keeps getting worse.
surviving the first week of dpa's poly life is something to be proud about. surviving 7 weeks deserves a fucking trophy. sure its fun with new friends and stuffs but lessons are boring fuck, however that's life and i should stop whining about it. it beats me how people can find poly life fun... when 'slack' is a missing word in my current dictionary, something that contradicts several people's opinions. studying modules that is inapplicable to my path. cats, mindworks... i rather rub shit on the building. fms classes are so angmoh-ish, its a whole new environment from my sec school class where conversations are less intimidating and have the singaporean flavour. and with less guys jokes can hardly be funny... oh shit i did a stereotype. everyone's so hardworking too. but me? no need answer you already know lah.
quite fun to 'experiment with fashion' says mr chan (who is probably the only lecturer that makes lessons interesting...)(still boring though), and i think i bought enough cny clothes already lah. one more jeans and pk shoes on the list. poly guys are more obsessed about muscles then their female counterparts are. lol. but whatever... yeah and expected, i'm not even working towards my 3k goal. fail. want to get a good paying job also so difficult.
takes some time to adapt... some time...
beginner's workshop wasn't so much of a success, frankly speaking. you might think a selfish little bitch who can't be bothered to teach kids how to jump, but judging from the many people's mindset on that day, i can't help to feel irritated and view them as helpless. however i just hope some of them continues to train on and develop themselves and prove me wrong. zhiyang's perception on everything seem to be very wise and knowledgeable, its cool to know when your 'student' grows up and learn more things and becomes a 'teacher' to you. don't get bigheaded ah didi.
and its been a long time since i've achieved something in pk that challenges the mental side as much as the physical side. achievement? definitely. i really can't get enough of punggol. such an awesome training place. trained alone today, felt good and some improvement in precision and landings, still got cockups and one silly bail, BUT the biggest problem now is the sdc-fever... outrageous priority placed on it. variety is important too. and ultimately, remember to FOCUS!
got a couple of filming inspiration now and i'm not gonna let this just fall... i'm gonna still piling up my ideas into a video. oh and back to the gym, realised my weight peaked to like 55kg now. amazing. seriously i'm spending on average $7 a day thanks to food. thus unnecessary calories and transfat probably enters my system, there's no wonder why my weight's that. and yeah got a couple of good songs this week... hopefully there's more. i'm blogging roughly the same things back to back, just updating on the same issue. haha crap, thus the no. of views.
can't wait for tmr to know if any of my friends is gonna enter the same school as me!
got to need to make myself feel occupied at every single time.. doing something useful/productive. suck to know that today's 12 hours free-time still isn't ideally utilized.