Monday, February 15, 2010
blogging again, short this time.
i fucking need to win my money back, gambling's always like that. when you're on a winning streak, the money will start rolling in, but when it reached the peak, money keep dropping and you're desperate to get it back, only to realise cards started turning their back to you, and give you shit cards like 14 or 15. the phrase 'quit while you're ahead' fits in so perfectly in this scenario, but when you're in the cny mood, all you think about is winning more, and more. greed is human nature.
i don't know why, but yes, seriously i have this problem of exaggerating a problem. but remember, apathy is something much appreciated once used appropriately. once you can't be bothered, you don't get pissed unnecessarily and stupidly. truth be told, i don't understand why i get so uptight when the issue is brought up anyway. unnecessary exaggeration causing an unwanted troubled mind - for nothing. that brings back the talk about how ignorance can be blissful.
if only i can be as witty, as wise and knowledgeable as the handful of friends i have. all these majorly inapplicable knowledge gained from school and nonsensical modules are a pure wastage of time. i want to be a person that can speak from his mind in an instance. that requires some training.
1 month is seriously too early to say anything, but i tend to contradict myself sometimes. don't know why all these can be happening.