Monday, February 08, 2010
don't want to hear another post of me whining about getting tied down by school again?
haha, too bad.
seriously after that long break from gym, about 3 weeks of stagnancy, squats have been so much tougher, its like i got the 100kg squat for no reason, now my form is quite cocked up and i've no longer have the strength to even handle 80kg for more than 3 reps. fail or what... ironically, my pullups and benchpress seemed to improved, deadlifts are consistent as ever. only squats. like wtf.
and now that school's taken away my weekdays, i only got the luxury or the evening to train or something, but think, because castle's no longer around, i'm gonna take like 30minutes at least to travel to punggol/sengkang and thats fucking time consuming. teleportation will be revolutionary, but i doubt it'll ever be there in my time. want to train also cannot. unable to breathe thanks to school. i can only look forward to cny to temporarily relieve myself from the weariness.
when they say it takes time to adapt, it really TAKES TIME to adapt. its irritating how you have to try to act somebody else. its so uncomfortable and awkward to pretend and not be yourself. if my image of them is this, they probably have a similar image of me towards them - boring and unwilling to converse. as far as things go, there's only one thing i can say. don't try to hard to be someone else that you're not. its so damn foreign. to say honestly, probably only one or two clicks with my personality. chey i blogged about you leh kelly.
boring lah hor. i seriously want to ponteng. i see no point in attending all these useless modules. and you think i would study for a lame quiz tmr? who cares...
i look forward to wed woohoo i can finally meet my secondary school friends and talk all kinds of shit. unlike... now. hahaha owned. and i fucking need a job, i spent 500bucks +/- on clothings and other shits. indecisiveness kills, like seriously. because not everything i bought was the cheapest/nicest, and fail in getting the correct size.
need a job need a job need a job.