Thursday, February 04, 2010
wooooo, wipe sweats from forehead. 3 weeks and going. 3 bloody weeks. short or long? you decide.
(thats what she said)this week's a tough week, we all the squeeze of group projects into one day, didn't thought i would survive breathing, but here i am transmitting my thoughts into texts to the virtual world. cats project went really well, thanks to keziah, admittedly. don't think i was contributory in the planning and work, so sorry for the slackness. same for socpsy, even worse, missed a meeting, slept in the 2nd, however things worked out eventually... wasn't sooo bad, but presentations are nerve-wrecking. i need to start contribute more in my group work no matter how much i hate those pointless modules, but hell i must have responsibility...
a breather next week hopefully, but quizzes are still being randomly thrown in, but a person like me, who couldn't care less about the mindwork quiz today, can always do last minute revision. instead of mindlessly studying, i can pray last minute revision could help as much as the first time. seriously cba to study man. unimportant bullshits. imagine not even being halfway done with dpa and already finding poly life tough and boring. people looking forward to poly might just switch opinions after reading my post huh.
humans hate to resist change but can adapt well. i know in life we have to move on, we have no choice but to face changes and as it is still out of our control, we have to still finish up our tertiary education, no matter how sucky it is. if only you can stick to some people and stick to it forever. this environment is fishy, and i don't feel myself, and i see no point. and then again, we don't do very purposeful things all the time right. so much of restriction when i compare myself in the weekends where freedom is truly being experienced. people here are nice, no doubt, but they are just surfacial. or maybe i'm over conscious, maybe its too early to see the effect yet, maybe you are just not opening yourself yet. now you guys know why i'm the black hat - pessimistic little being, i see the cup as half empty even if it is full.
i appreciate the short little weekends and the time at home after school. cherish every little moment you have away from school. just away from all the hustle and bustle of poly life. music is the ever refreshing antidote from school-sickness.
too bad. shin stitched, managed to still be able to go to the gym and flipped today, movements wise i doubt i'll be handling much, simple precision and focus practice... drilling of basics. its amazing how much simple mistakes can cost you. simple mistakes... when you go for a higher risk move, usually the consequences aren't so dire. usually. chances are you will be more aware. this injury is already considered dire, but imagine just knocking over your camera and there goes 2k. its better if you leave zero room for error. easier said than done. simple mistakes... so much devastation... such a scary thought.
traveling is such an luxury. being able to widen your vision by exploring beyond your country. korea, japan, london, even malaysia... for a start. lets globe-trot one day. it's something that had a growing passion within me. to see the world and smell the different atmosphere around earth, enjoying the luxurious beauty, and experience different cultures. there's nothing much else to wish for. happiness can be that simple. if only money isn't brought into the picture.
i think i know why posts of mine are so long, at least compared to many of others. probably my life is more happening, engaging and lively... hahahahahahaha........
joke fail i know. something very common in my class. approx 20 joke fails a day. fake laughter win though.
lets be a yellow hat and life shall improve...