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Sunday, May 08, 2016
Ever since my new chapter of life here in Melbourne, I haven't been too satisfied... To sum it up, life in Melbourne isn't what I expect it to be. I guess I should've known better...

BUT, 
it was during Melbourne when something happened to me - something that made me realize what I missed out back at home, something that made me actually have something to look forward to on most nights, something that made me feel less shit about the current state of things.

It has been 5 years since sharing such a relationship with someone else, and since then I've been looking everywhere for the special person and got shot down on too many occasions because it just wasn't 'right'. I remember all the effort I put into others which ultimately amounted to nothing. When something doesn't work, it just won't.

True enough when they say 'when it comes, it comes'. Time prevails afterall. When you don't look for it, it comes... Kinda. I was out seeking for love but I didn't realize she was by my side all these time.

Now, I'm blessed to say that I have someone whom I share my daily recounts of my life, no matter how significant or insignificant some topics may be. To have someone miles away who cares about you, despite the only way to show it is through text messages or a computer screen. To have someone who you are willing to work your ass off for so that you can finally spend time with her in person, even if it's for a mere week or two.

It's weird how things happen only after being away from each other, especially when I was all set for finding someone in Australia with the thoughts of migrating, etc. Such a quick shift of perspective now in retrospect, but that's what life is, isn't it? Sometimes you wish you've noticed this earlier, but then again, I'm not sure if I would have it any other way.

And as unexpected as it may sound coming from me, I really can't wait to head back to Singapore during my holidays now. Funny how life changes, right?
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yours truly

cp-kia.
he is a kid.
who jumps around.
need i say more?

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